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Between 12/01/2024 00:00 and 01/01/2025 00:00
EasyThreads added AsaniDraws to the group. 12/25/2024 05:08
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Narrator BOT 12/25/2024 05:22
The past few days have been rough for gale. His mind racing with what if's, What if he hurts her, what if he dissapoints her, what if he can't change, what if this, or what if that... Eternal darkness a breeding ground for his demons. The only respite, being the time spent in conversation, when he can break away from the silent screams of his mind, and engage with someone. Though, when she has to leave him, and the room goes silent... That's when the demons come to play... Though his body has escaped it's torment. and his physical prison broken. His mind has become his prison now... and his thoughts the guards, keeping him miserable... and in line.
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*Finishing washing the dishes and cleaning up from Dinner. and then making them both a soothing cup of tea. coming to sit beside him on her couch and places it gently in his hands* Here you go... Lavender tea.. just the way you like it.. *She said softly with a soothing smile.*
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*the sound of her voice bringing him back to the mortal plane* Hmmn? Oh... *smelling it* thank you... *softly blowing on it*
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Of course... Um.. Gale?.. May i ask you something..?...
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Of course.
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...I.. I was wondering if... I could.. Heal you?... Even if not.. your sight.. not yet.. I'd like to heal your body... even if the scars should remain... don't you desire to walk on your own again? to have basic human functions? to not feel so weak? you do not burden me with this. i love to care for you but. wouldn't it be nice?...
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I.... I don't know Nisha... These are my scars to bare, a reminder of the crimes I have commited... do I even deserve to shed my body of these punishments?
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Even if i were to shed your body of your punishments.. Would not you still bare those scars in your mind?.
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That.. is something i am sure i cannot truly heal... you will still bear the scars and burdens of your past mistakes. in your mind and soul.. regardless if your body is healed
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You're a cleric.... if... if you absolve me.... than... perhaps....... perhaps I ... can start to forgive myself....
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So you are willing to give it a chance?
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I.... I suppose I am...
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*She smiled and helped him up. Before taking him outside. Carefully. Leading him back down to the lake and standing at the waters edge with him.*
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*following, and just doing as he's told to do*
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I'd tell you to close your eyes... But you don't exactly need to , do you? *she teased a little.* Alright.. so picture your body as it was.. how it felt to be whole again.
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*does so*
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*she does a few gestures with her hands. And closes her eyes herself as she focuses the regenerative healing energy on his body.*
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*his scars fading, and his... other regions starting to come back, immediatly starts to panic, unsure about all this*
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*Opening her eyes a moment to check on him. sees him become a bit tense. and places her hands on his shoulders reassuringly before continuing.*
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*heart racing, is at least now being still*
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*Soon. she removes her hands from him. and opens her eyes once more to look at him... The Regeneration was complete.* You.. you can remove the bandage from your eyes now, Gale... it is done...
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*does so, but after seing her, immediatly turns his head away from her*
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*She tilts her head* Gale?... are you alright? *She steps closer to him slowly. reaching out to hold his hand*
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You...............*sighs* You're..... beautiful.....
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*She was taken a little aback. but couldn't help but smile and chuckle a bit. blushing* O-oh.. well thank you.. i was a little worried you'd think otherwise... how.. how do you feel?...
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Better? I guess, but... also worse? Like... i'm grateful, but... like... it's not me.... it's thie... vessel... it's... a bad person.... I shouldn't have done this... I shouldn't have let you do this... I... I can't... it's.... I..... *having a panic attack*
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*She Just Pulls him into a gentle hug. Guiding him down to his knees and just holding him.* (edited)
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*closes his eyes, sighs heavily, and starts shedding tears*
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It is okay Gale... i am here.. you are okay.. you will be okay.. we both will... calm yourself... You have made the right choice.. i am sure of it.. look. *She pulls off a little and points to the water reflecting the moonlight in the lake, gently shimmering. the whole of the forest softly illuminated in soft glow of night.*
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*sees his reflection in the lage and becomes visably ill, disgusted at the person he sees*
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Gale... What's the matter? do you dislike the lake? Is the shimmering reflection of the moon too bright for your newly restored sight? (edited)
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No... nothing like that.... It's just.... I don't like the person staring back at me...
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The person staring back at you now.. is not the person you would be looking at... before.. this Gale... This Gale can learn from his mistakes and try to better himself.. this gale has... a second chance.. *She said softly. leaning against him*
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I..... I hope you're right...
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Well.. i have not been wrong yet. *She smiled. and hugged him again*
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I... suppose now that.. I can see and... have some things back... I'll be moving to the couch?
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*She shook her head* No.. You do not have to sleep on the couch.. you may still sleep in my chambers if you wish.. but if you feel you cannot trust yourself just yet.. you can sleep on the couch IF you think it is best.. but i do not mind...
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Because I trust you..
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Perhaps it's for the best, I wouln't want to be tempted.....
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*She laughed a bit* I find it flattering you feel me tempting. but if it is what you wish. so be it.. however if the couch becomes uncomfortable for you. i do not mind a trade. you may sleep in my room if you would like to be more comfortable. i am okay on the couch. *She said. standing now*
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It's not what I want, nor what I wish, it's... it's what I need. I... don't want to take advantage of your kindness, I don't want to ruin what we have, and I don't want to hurt you....
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I understand... Well.. Allow me to give you a tour. hm? *She asked. taking his hand in hers again and leading him back inside*
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*follows, only this time, with ease*
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*Once inside. she gives him the full tour. letting him Look and feel around for a bit while making them both a few snacks*
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It's even lovlier than I imagined...
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I am glad you think so.. you did manage to get very good navigating it even without sight. i must say. *She smiled. Bringing him some Boiled Peanuts* A little snack before bed won't hurt i suppose. enjoy. is.. there anything on your mind by any chance? if you have any questions you may ask.
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I... don't think you want to know what's on my mind.... but.. thank you for asking... *taking a few peanuts*
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Gale Darling. You have been living with me for some time now. please... i will not judge you. how about. i say what is on my mind after you?
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I'm having impure thoughts about you....
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*She couldn't help but Snicker* And you believe i do not have any about you as well? it is only natural.. when i first saw your body... fully restored.. i was surprised by your size... not to offend you but. you are bigger than i anticipated. even from what i glimpsed through your bottoms.
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Re......really?
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*She nodded. just smiling as if this is the most casual conversation topic ever. and eading a few peanuts herself*
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I... don't know what to say...
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Then you do not have to say anything.. but should you ever decide you would like to put your newly restored Lower region to the test. All you must do is tell me so. *She said. giving him a gentle, brief kiss on the cheek before heading to her bedroom*
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I.. but... I... and.... you.. and.... but... I... annd....I....
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*Leaving her door cracked in case he changes his mind in the middle of the night and wishes to sleep with her the way he always has. and climbs into bed. getting comfortable and closing her eyes as she begins to drift off to sleep*
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*"this is a bad idea... bad idea... don't do it.... what if you can't help yourself... don't.. go.... in..... there...... " goes in and lays down in the bed, but as close to the edge as he can get, back turned to her*
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*She felt him as he climbed into bed with her. opening one eye. and then rolling over to face him. just smiling. before grabbing him and pulling him closer to the middle of the bed. to her. and wrapping her arms around him. Making him the Little spoon. and closing her eyes again. Softly whispering "I am here.. i have got you... Sweet dreams, Gale." before drifting off to sleep. just snuggling and holding him*
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*laying there, hearing her words, wide awake, having your eyes closed for so long, he's almost afraid to close them again*
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